Why I always sad to remember this. no matter how strong I fight, I still can't escape my self from this all!

well, assalamu'alaikum...? hope you all good dude...
I'm here too...
I just wanna write down that I always am sad to remember my ex-boy friend and my mother as well, I don't why..... and somehow I don't know too... that I can't help for this one... but yeah,... still make my self struggle for all things come to my life and face it.. with the guidance from Allah Swt.. please help me god.. You are the boss.. You are in charge.. amiin........

sgt pusing.....tp thx guys........klian smua.inspired me alot..........

once you learn to quit.it becomes a habit...........
bgni...kli ini Zenith yg manis banget ini mau crita sdkit tntg tmn2ny yg super duper keren.....HUeheheheh..(mungkin karena zanith sndri adl org yg keren, jd yah.mo gak mao tmn ny jg hrus org kren lah...) cape deh..........:) iya bgtulah............
huhuhuuh
continued on........
kmren ad undgn dr Purek adn t4 sy mengbdi sbg volunteer huuhuuh (yang gak digaji itu lho....) hehehe
untuk oikutn dialog interfaith sam muslim Aussie yg akn dtg kmari minggu ini..tptny hr Slasa nt........d sana kt (sy n tmn2 dplih mgkin krn jg udh prnh mnglami hal yg serupa yakni dialog interfaith smaa ank2 luar yg lg ikut nge-kamp................tp dlm hal in.bkn nge kamp d ats rumput yg hijau yah......hoohohoh
well, trs pd st sy meng kntek hmpir slruh tmn2 ex kamper.........walah ngaco bhsnya.yah yah.maklum.......mrka smw dtg dgn crt yg brbeda2................
ad slh stu tmn yg udh jd mhsw STAN jg.hebt yah? pdhl dy udh kul d kmpus yg sm dgn sy jg lho.......dlm hti sy smpet brpikir .knpa yah? otak ni anak gak ngebul2 juga?>haahhaha.......mungkin dy emg udh ckup kuat menanggung sgl beban n penderitaan........yg bertubi2 n berangsur2 di dptknny stiap li masuk kls...gmna nggk...ank STAN gt loh..............up 2 daTE bgt soal smw hal yg ada.................ckckc mgkn RAM ny sktr 16MB mungkin(",) hehehe..yah......trs itu zsatu
yg kedua tntg tmn yg mo kul k Malay demi mnempuh hidup n tujuan baru.............ckckc gaya! emang! keren gak ? yah keren lah.scr gt...kt ikt ujian d sana.tp skripsiny d sini.jd pusing deh.blm lg soal rekening2 yg hruz diurus scr manual n mandri sm tmn gue (lah? kok jd gue?!!!) sendrian..............
itu yg kedua
skrg yg ke tiga...
ad yg mo jd duta asean n pontang-panting ngilkut sgl mcm tetek bengek perlombaan pidato bahas.dri mulai Inggirs, Arab, mgkin sklian jg bhsa Yunani kl dy bisa........(bhs Yunani gt loh......bhs Inggris berhutang byk sama dy krn udh minjem berbagai macam istilah yg smpai skrg msh utuh n tetp dgunkn sbgai bhs ilmu pngtahuan) back..dy berniat perg k Aussie lg dgn seorg tmn kmi sbg jaminan? walah..........dah gt dy pgn bljr dsaana...............mgkin smbil part job dy jg mao nyetirin tmn kmi yg ad d sana,,,,,huff..sgt gigih ya? dy brsmgt skli kl ad event2 int'l ktny jd nagih klo dh go abroad skli pgn trs2n gt...iya iya.bner kok.
trs ad yg lg sibuk dgn krjn bruny sbg translator dr Depag... byangin aja masa nranslate 2 halman dpt 250ribu!!!! mokal gila yah tu org,.makan gaji buta....kan gampang bgt nranslate doang..gw juga mao.........!!! (nah lho.ktauan deh jelekny nih......hueheheheheh)
^^V peace kak..........smntr itu dy srg bgt rapat sampa Dekannya! gila gak tuh? rapat aja sama dekan? sepintar ap c dya? ckckck mgkn dy emg pntr bgt,.......seenggkny dy pntr mlht pluan g n seorg yg gigih, ulet, telaten pkerja kras, dsb .jdny dy mndptkn bgt byk ilham bwt krj ini itu...ckckck subhanallah ya? percya nggk tmn sy yg satu ini ngrti jg ilmu bandul............itu lho.ilmu dr al-Qur'an yg brmnft untk yah org2 yg mao brdgang gt deh.dgn cr msnggunkn tali yg dgntung untk mnunjkn koordinat yg tpt mnentkn t4 yg strategis untk brdagang mslny..wuidih.....serem yah? gak jg sech............
trnyta d a ilmu yg kyk gtuan d islam.ktny.kl org China kan feng shui tuh,...........iya gak? hehehe
waw!!! byk lg sh.tp it dh ckup mnjd cerminan org2 inspire lah .buat ku..huhu....so, directly I reflected it to myself...............gw udah mlakukan apa????!!! (maaf gue lg nh jdny)heheheh
yah, what I created, n so on n soon brbgai mcm pkirn brkecamuk d kpla gw yg bunder ini....(iyalah, masak sgi tiga sh bu).itu mah yang lain....... ^^ hohohoh thx for reading........tgu next posting nya ya...........wslam..god bless U!! smgt!!

yo......................hep beraber................

seneng bgt bs nulis blog lagi.........sgt sibuk blkgn hri ini,,tp yah................that's good.........cm mau ngisi wktu luang aja.............
ohya mau titip pessen............
yakni,,,,,,,,,
life is a book
every day has a new page with adventures to tell, things to learn and tales to remember...........
may you and I have a better chapter this day ..........................
hep beraber..................
you all together.................
love
Zenith


skrg gw dah nggak sendiri lagi....^^

well.well..........bngung hrus mulai drmana.yg jlls skrg emh..................sy sdh pny tmn dkt........^^ hohoh (tepuk tangan)
stlah lma gak brhubgn dkt.mgkn lbh tptnya yah emg gw mntup dri dr yg namanya laki2........capek sih............ :( skrg sy mrsa lbh baik.ngerasa nyaman aja ngejalanin hubgn ini sma dya...........sy nggk tw cm brnuat baik aja.n brsh mnjlaninya dgn baik2 juga...........walauoun sbnrny emg mgkn agk trllu cpt gak sih ya?hohoho
btw dah pd tau blum kbr sy sgr stlh plg dr negri Kangguru?waduh.seru bgt.d sana ktmu byk hal, org, mkanan,yg lain juga...........amazing thing Allh....sy brhrp kpdmu spy bs terbng k t4 yg lainnya lg d muka bumi yg indah membentang ini.Alhamdulillah,,,,,,thx for all my god..........Byk2 nybut asma Allah itu bgus loh....spy dmdhkn ursn kita.........smoga hti kita in dlmbutkan olehnya hingga mdh mndpt hdyah amien.....^^

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